"Hole"

I'm in a hole right now...(Figuratively speaking) They come and go, some deeper than others... Life just throws them at you every once and awhile, and with all the (kinda) recent life changes I've went through, I've found myself in more holes than I ever wanted to be in... I have put myself in some, mostly mentally, however most were out of my control, and were waiting to blindside me while I came along idly one day...

But, I can't just sit in these "holes" forever... Sometimes you need to for awhile, but some of them are just killing me, and who I am. I've noticed personality changes in myself, as well as the way I interact with others...So changes need to be put in action. It's not going to be easy, but it needs to be done, and in the long run they will make me a much happier person than I am right now. So let the digging begin.

I don't expect many, if anyone, to understand what the hell I am talking about, but that's not the point. This post is pretty much just for myself. To write it out, and get it out there. But for the people who do, these are the people that are very important to me and my life, so I thank you for understanding.

Chris.