I'm in a hole right now...(Figuratively speaking) They come and go, some deeper than others... Life just throws them at you every once and awhile, and with all the (kinda) recent life changes I've went through, I've found myself in more holes than I ever wanted to be in... I have put myself in some, mostly mentally, however most were out of my control, and were waiting to blindside me while I came along idly one day...
But, I can't just sit in these "holes" forever... Sometimes you need to for awhile, but some of them are just killing me, and who I am. I've noticed personality changes in myself, as well as the way I interact with others...So changes need to be put in action. It's not going to be easy, but it needs to be done, and in the long run they will make me a much happier person than I am right now. So let the digging begin.
I don't expect many, if anyone, to understand what the hell I am talking about, but that's not the point. This post is pretty much just for myself. To write it out, and get it out there. But for the people who do, these are the people that are very important to me and my life, so I thank you for understanding.
Chris.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
(Untitled)
Today had promise. I wasn't tired...and I felt pretty good, and I thought it'd go OK, but of course it doesn't. It's only 12 o'clock and already I want to shoot someone. There is always an underlying circumstance that is just waiting to come out and fuck my day up. It's going to fester all fucking day...I'm just MAD. About what? Fuck you, it doesn't matter...
Right now all I want to do is listen to any fucking rage music I have on my computer. Rise, Senses Fail, Static Lullaby, Used, Story of the Year, anything that is going to scream into my ears. But no matter what, I won't be able to get it fucking loud enough.
Fuck off.
Chris
Right now all I want to do is listen to any fucking rage music I have on my computer. Rise, Senses Fail, Static Lullaby, Used, Story of the Year, anything that is going to scream into my ears. But no matter what, I won't be able to get it fucking loud enough.
Fuck off.
Chris
Monday, January 29, 2007
Breakfast of Champions
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3:30 AM+Calculus = My breakfast of about 25 Fuzzy Peaches and a can of Red Rave... BUZZZZ!
Anyway, off to school. I'm fueled up and ready to crash...HARD!
3:30 AM+Calculus = My breakfast of about 25 Fuzzy Peaches and a can of Red Rave... BUZZZZ!
Anyway, off to school. I'm fueled up and ready to crash...HARD!
....
.
I don't know why I do the shit I do... or don't do in this situation...I need to start changing some stuff and get my shit together. Fuck!End Rant.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Blog Update
Just wanted to quickly point out a few changes I've made to my blog. Since my Textamerica account got canceled, the link to my moblog clearly doesn't work anymore, so I got rid of the photo stream to it. I am currently looking for another alternative to Textamerica...but I am coming up short so far. Another change I've made is Weather Conditions. Just a quick little window displaying the current weather conditions for Lethbridge, Calgary, Kelowna, Shaunavon, and also what the weather is doing up on Big Mountain...HAHA. (You gotta look forward to something).
I also changed some of my links around a bit. I added Mitch's Flickr account, which he is using for his moblog at the moment, and I added a Frequented Sites selection. Just a list of some of the websites I regularly check out. And lastly I added an RSS feed to My Dugg Stories from digg.
Enjoy!
I also changed some of my links around a bit. I added Mitch's Flickr account, which he is using for his moblog at the moment, and I added a Frequented Sites selection. Just a list of some of the websites I regularly check out. And lastly I added an RSS feed to My Dugg Stories from digg.
Enjoy!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
a song
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Fall Out Boy just released their new album Infinity On High. So far I'm enjoying it. Check it out...Last nights Concert
Last night I went to the Billy Talent concert with Anti-Flag, Rise Against and Moneen, and it was amazing! Moneen played first, and I really enjoyed them. (I suggest giving them a listen) They only play about 4 songs, then Anti-Flag was up. They came out swinging with "I'd Tell You But..." and rocked pretty good. I was very excited to see these guys again, since the last time was at Warped Tour...They did not disappoint. They Rocked hard, and ran Bush into the ground as usual! I was pumped when they played "This is the End" as well as "One Trillion Dollar$"...It was awesome! Up next was Rise Against. They also played a great show, playing some of my favorites!
Lastly, Billy Talent played. They opened huge with a curtain and massive silhouettes playing...then it dropped and the place went nuts! Billy Talent is awesome at playing the crowd and getting everybody going. They played great, and said some genius lines in between songs. They ended the night with an encore of Red Flag, and I went away happy and almost completely deaf! :D
Concert pictures usually blow, but some turned out pretty good. I wasn't using my camera as it was too big to sneak in, so they were all taken with my parents smaller, and also inferior Cyber-Shot.
Here are some pictures and videos of the night. Enjoy!
Moneen
Anti-Flag
Rise Against
Billy Talent opening
Billy Talent
Moneen
Anti-Flag - I'd Tell You But...
Anti-Flag - Underground Network
Rise Against - Ready to Fall
Billy Talent - Devil in a Midnight Mass
Billy Talent - The Ex
"I love women...except one. This was goes out to my Ex...She was a real bitch!" -Mr. Talent
Lastly, Billy Talent played. They opened huge with a curtain and massive silhouettes playing...then it dropped and the place went nuts! Billy Talent is awesome at playing the crowd and getting everybody going. They played great, and said some genius lines in between songs. They ended the night with an encore of Red Flag, and I went away happy and almost completely deaf! :D
Concert pictures usually blow, but some turned out pretty good. I wasn't using my camera as it was too big to sneak in, so they were all taken with my parents smaller, and also inferior Cyber-Shot.
Here are some pictures and videos of the night. Enjoy!
Pictures:
Moneen
Anti-Flag
Rise Against
Billy Talent opening
Billy Talent
Videos:
Moneen
Anti-Flag - I'd Tell You But...
Anti-Flag - Underground Network
Rise Against - Ready to Fall
Billy Talent - Devil in a Midnight Mass
Billy Talent - The Ex
"I love women...except one. This was goes out to my Ex...She was a real bitch!" -Mr. Talent
Monday, January 22, 2007
Chris vs. Calgary
So, I decided to take off to Calgary this weekend to visit everyone up there, and to get away from the shit hole known as Lethbridge Alberta. It just so happened that my sister wanted to go skiing in Banff and needed my Jeep to do so. So I said she could take it if she would take me as far as SAIT then go from there. So off we went.
I arrived at SAIT at around 4...where I was greeted by Erika and Rebecca. We hung out, and waited for Jeremy to get into town. I met a few people then we went and bought booze and started pre-drinking are Rebecca's. Once we were good and drunk, we decided to go to Cowboys. Shortly after we got there, Jeremy wasn't feeling too hot, and Erika took it upon herself to take him home. Rebecca and I, and SAIT people who I can't remember their names ( I remember Jessie) stayed, then took off at about 1:30. After getting back to Rez, which was an interesting trip...I promptly passed out on my bed of...floor. (That floor was the next softest thing to concrete.)
The next morning, I woke up, drank a bunch of water, then Erika and Jeremy came down and we all went for Breakfast (at 1:30) at Subway, where everything was at least 3 times as funny as it was anywhere else apparently. I then showered, then sat... and we all pretty much just hung out all day, which was surprising fun. Played some sweet Duck Hunt, and watched the crane lift things.
Later that day, Adam got a hold of me, and we decided to go out for supper, which is a lot harder than it sounds. I guess if you don't have a reservation in Calgary, you eat shit... So we all drove from Joey Tomatoes, to The Broke Plate, to Earls, to lastly, BP's lounge... Where our waitress was handicapped, or "retarded" if you will. You also don't get dipping sauce, weird coffee drinks, or service...yet you do get an orange creamsicle smelling bathroom after I am done with it...
...Limp dicks...
After our interesting supper experience, we all went back over to SAIT, and yet again, began to drink...I Absolutely love my mistress... We were joined by a few of Erika and Rebecca's friends :) Who I couldn't for the life of me remember their names...but were all stupidly good looking. We were all just getting into our game of sociables, when some douche bag decided it'd be a genius idea to pull the fire alarm... So we all had to evacuate the building until it was cleared to go back in. On the way down I remember overhearing someone saying "Oh, it usually only takes about 40 minutes..." Ha...Ha...Oh man. We stood in the cold...half cut, wondering what the best plan of action would be to get our alcohol back...We moved from place to place, waiting to get back in...and ended up fucking around in a SAIT building... We decided to go to a bar to kill the time, where we met by Jared!
Rez was opened...about 4 hours later! Which was ridiculous. I was pissed off, but in high spirits. We returned to drinking and having a good time. He hit up a couple rez parties, almost got it a fight with Curly, then got bored and went back to the bar. We all called it at night at about 3 AM where Adam and Dalton ("Whats the name?" 'Dalton...' "Dalkon?" 'Yeah...") crashed at Rebecca's room that night and I once again joined my lovely floor.
The following morning wasn't fun. My body was not happy with me. The only non-alcoholic liquid I drank for over 48 hours was 2 glasses of water, an orange juice and an iced tea. Anyway, Adam joined us and we dragged ass to Danny's for some breakfast. Mr Meyer left us, I packed, then Carianne picked me up at around 1... So off we went.
All in all I had a lot of fun. It was awesome to see everyone, and get away from the LB, and I will hopefully be doing Calgary 3.0 in a few short weeks for Adams B-Day. Either that or move there...and just sleep in a closet somewhere.
Done.
And now, the pictures...
Erika and I
Rebecca, Erika, and I
J-Roc and Me
Jeremy
...I can't open my eyes I guess...
Computers are cool!
Erika and Me
Rebecca and Erika
Stud
Rebecca making Jello shooters
The Boys
The Girls
Rebecca
Penthouse Baby!
Me and my cool drunk face...
Dalkon
Drunk in an Elevator
Adam trying to push me up
He failed...
Drunk Fall
At the bar
And again...
Adam climbing into a "cunt"
Laugh
Not sure...
I like laugh
Thanks Rebecca for floor, and Erika for Pictures! :)
I arrived at SAIT at around 4...where I was greeted by Erika and Rebecca. We hung out, and waited for Jeremy to get into town. I met a few people then we went and bought booze and started pre-drinking are Rebecca's. Once we were good and drunk, we decided to go to Cowboys. Shortly after we got there, Jeremy wasn't feeling too hot, and Erika took it upon herself to take him home. Rebecca and I, and SAIT people who I can't remember their names ( I remember Jessie) stayed, then took off at about 1:30. After getting back to Rez, which was an interesting trip...I promptly passed out on my bed of...floor. (That floor was the next softest thing to concrete.)
The next morning, I woke up, drank a bunch of water, then Erika and Jeremy came down and we all went for Breakfast (at 1:30) at Subway, where everything was at least 3 times as funny as it was anywhere else apparently. I then showered, then sat... and we all pretty much just hung out all day, which was surprising fun. Played some sweet Duck Hunt, and watched the crane lift things.
Later that day, Adam got a hold of me, and we decided to go out for supper, which is a lot harder than it sounds. I guess if you don't have a reservation in Calgary, you eat shit... So we all drove from Joey Tomatoes, to The Broke Plate, to Earls, to lastly, BP's lounge... Where our waitress was handicapped, or "retarded" if you will. You also don't get dipping sauce, weird coffee drinks, or service...yet you do get an orange creamsicle smelling bathroom after I am done with it...
...Limp dicks...
After our interesting supper experience, we all went back over to SAIT, and yet again, began to drink...I Absolutely love my mistress... We were joined by a few of Erika and Rebecca's friends :) Who I couldn't for the life of me remember their names...but were all stupidly good looking. We were all just getting into our game of sociables, when some douche bag decided it'd be a genius idea to pull the fire alarm... So we all had to evacuate the building until it was cleared to go back in. On the way down I remember overhearing someone saying "Oh, it usually only takes about 40 minutes..." Ha...Ha...Oh man. We stood in the cold...half cut, wondering what the best plan of action would be to get our alcohol back...We moved from place to place, waiting to get back in...and ended up fucking around in a SAIT building... We decided to go to a bar to kill the time, where we met by Jared!
Rez was opened...about 4 hours later! Which was ridiculous. I was pissed off, but in high spirits. We returned to drinking and having a good time. He hit up a couple rez parties, almost got it a fight with Curly, then got bored and went back to the bar. We all called it at night at about 3 AM where Adam and Dalton ("Whats the name?" 'Dalton...' "Dalkon?" 'Yeah...") crashed at Rebecca's room that night and I once again joined my lovely floor.
The following morning wasn't fun. My body was not happy with me. The only non-alcoholic liquid I drank for over 48 hours was 2 glasses of water, an orange juice and an iced tea. Anyway, Adam joined us and we dragged ass to Danny's for some breakfast. Mr Meyer left us, I packed, then Carianne picked me up at around 1... So off we went.
All in all I had a lot of fun. It was awesome to see everyone, and get away from the LB, and I will hopefully be doing Calgary 3.0 in a few short weeks for Adams B-Day. Either that or move there...and just sleep in a closet somewhere.
Done.
And now, the pictures...
Erika and I
Rebecca, Erika, and I
J-Roc and Me
Jeremy
...I can't open my eyes I guess...
Computers are cool!
Erika and Me
Rebecca and Erika
Stud
Rebecca making Jello shooters
The Boys
The Girls
Rebecca
Penthouse Baby!
Me and my cool drunk face...
Dalkon
Drunk in an Elevator
Adam trying to push me up
He failed...
Drunk Fall
At the bar
And again...
Adam climbing into a "cunt"
Laugh
Not sure...
I like laughThanks Rebecca for floor, and Erika for Pictures! :)
deux chansons
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Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
et
Story of the Year - Razorblades
J'aime ces chansons.
fini.
Story of the Year - Anthem of Our Dying Day
et
Story of the Year - Razorblades
J'aime ces chansons.
fini.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Monday, January 15, 2007
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Mods: TO DO
First off, I love my motorcycle. It has become my new love and passion...and she is perfect the way she is. That being said, modding it will only make it preform and look that much better! I have already started my modding on it, and considering that I bought the bike in July of 2006, I think I'm doing pretty good on it so far.
Current Modifications:
- Honda OEM rear seat cowl (Red)
- Frame Sliders
- Removal of side reflectors
- 6mm rim tape (Red)
- 3M Tank Slappers
- Zero Gravity dark smoke windscreen
- Watsen Design LED flush mount turning signals (Red)
Thus far, all my modifications have been purely aesthetic (with the exception of the sliders and tank slappers) , and nothing has effected the performance of the bike...yet! Though I still have many more mods to upgrade the looks of the already sexy machine that I put between my legs. :D
Prospective Future Modifications:
- K&N High Flow air filter
- Pazzo Racing levers (Shorty - Black/Red)
- Akrapovic Slip-on exhaust system
- Clear Alternatives Integrated rear turning signals
- Hotbodies undertail+Integrated turn signals (When available)
- Corbin front seat replacement (Black/Red edging/Black sides)
- Red LED gear indicator
- Steering Dampener (Brand?)
- Carbon Fibre Parts:
............................- Front Fender
............................- Rear Hugger
............................- Heat Shielding (?)
............................- Chain guard
- Fender Eliminator (DIY most likely)
- Michelin Man front fender decal
- Black swing arm! (Damn '07s :@) <---That won't happen That is my tentative list as of right now. However, I am open to suggestions! This list should keep me busy for the next little while. :)
Chris.
Current Modifications:
- Honda OEM rear seat cowl (Red)
- Frame Sliders
- Removal of side reflectors
- 6mm rim tape (Red)
- 3M Tank Slappers
- Zero Gravity dark smoke windscreen
- Watsen Design LED flush mount turning signals (Red)
Thus far, all my modifications have been purely aesthetic (with the exception of the sliders and tank slappers) , and nothing has effected the performance of the bike...yet! Though I still have many more mods to upgrade the looks of the already sexy machine that I put between my legs. :D
Prospective Future Modifications:
- K&N High Flow air filter
- Pazzo Racing levers (Shorty - Black/Red)
- Akrapovic Slip-on exhaust system
- Clear Alternatives Integrated rear turning signals
- Hotbodies undertail+Integrated turn signals (When available)
- Corbin front seat replacement (Black/Red edging/Black sides)
- Red LED gear indicator
- Steering Dampener (Brand?)
- Carbon Fibre Parts:
............................- Front Fender
............................- Rear Hugger
............................- Heat Shielding (?)
............................- Chain guard
- Fender Eliminator (DIY most likely)
- Michelin Man front fender decal
- Black swing arm! (Damn '07s :@) <---That won't happen That is my tentative list as of right now. However, I am open to suggestions! This list should keep me busy for the next little while. :)
Chris.
a song
I don't know where I heard this song, but since then, It's stuck in my head. It's just one of those songs...
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Oh yeah, and for anyone who feels like being a prick...or is from Southern Alberta, you can fuck off.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
Back To It
So today is the first day back after the Christmas break (Which was much deserved and well used) and I am not ready to be here... This semester I have a rather heavy course load with 11 classes in all, with a few labs on top. This time around, I am really going to have to put my nose to the grind stone. The classes I have are either completely new to me, or ones I am going to have trouble with, and after the showing of last semesters grades, I want to do better...
Here's a screen of my class schedule...
Just remember, "C's get Degrees!" ;)
Here's a screen of my class schedule...
Just remember, "C's get Degrees!" ;)
Friday, January 05, 2007
a song
I haven't posted in awhile...and I don't care, Nobody reads this shit but me anyway...
"... What happens now when that persons gone. The one who you thought you could always count on. You fall in love and they fall out. Love is a bitch. All relationships end..."
Go listen to Rufio - Road to Recovery...
Bye.
"... What happens now when that persons gone. The one who you thought you could always count on. You fall in love and they fall out. Love is a bitch. All relationships end..."
Go listen to Rufio - Road to Recovery...
Bye.
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